Worship the design

Let grace lead you

On the free will vs destiny debate

On time, divinity and grace

On faith, prayer and surrender

Understand your sadness

Nothing lasts forever!

Every loss teaches detachment

Car-less to Car-less – the journey to “Happyness”!

Sometime in April of 1988, soon after Vaani and I had decided to start a Life together, we visited Muttukadu, on ECR, in Chennai. We saw an open top Maruti Gypsy parked near the bridge there. I had barely started working as a sub-Editor, on a salary of Rs.782 per month, at The (New) Indian Express. But I was ambitious. And I loved the way the Gypsy looked. So, I stood next to it, pointed to the car and told Vaani, “Someday, we will buy this car for ourselves!” And she instinctively captured this picture on a Hot Shot (remember that magic device?) camera – perhaps for me to pause and reflect on Life lesson this morning…!

AVIS, car-less, in April 1998: aspiring to own a Maruti Gypsy

Rummaging through old folders on my laptop, I stumbled upon this picture today. And it made me reflect on the way Life happens, on the way it flows…

Actually, we never owned a Maruti Gypsy. We started with a Maruti Omni in 1991, then graduated to a Maruti Esteem, added on a Zen soon; then we owned a Hyundai Accent and a Santro for several years…until the bankruptcy, when those cars got taken away in mid-2009…and a friend compassionately ‘gifted’ us his old Mitsubishi Lancer the very next day (read more about this miracle car in Fall Like A Rose Petal)…and when that too broke down irreparably in 2014…we became car-less.

And we have since been car-less. I am not even sure we will ever buy a car again in Life. Operationally, local commutes are so much simpler (though not always comfortable) using Uber or an Auto or by just engaging a day-use car from a rental operator…besides, no khit-pit of taxes, insurance, parking, tolls, driver tantrums…

But this morning’s reflection, from being car-less in 1988 to being car-less again since 2014, pointed to a deeper, profound Life lesson…Every ‘thing’ – and every person, in fact – that you call your own will someday be taken away from you! Life’s very nature is impermanent. It is a celebration of transience, of coming empty-handed and going empty-handed…surely, whatever is ‘yours’ today will become someone else’s tomorrow, and yet another’s soon after…so, go easy with Life…the lesser you ‘own’, the lesser you ‘want’, the more calm and happy you will be…

A lesson in fortitude and gratitude from our dear friend Naren

Life Hai, Kuch Bhi Ho Sakta Hai!

We didn’t know of K.S.Narendran until Malaysia Airlines flight MH 370 went missing on March 8th, 2014. Naren’s wife of 25 years, Chandrika, was on that flight. Vaani and I reached out to Naren and found him to be very warm, very gracious, even as he was stoic. Over the last 33 months, Naren has had to come to terms with the enormous, new reality he is faced with; he has had to pick up the threads of his own Life while helping their daughter Meghna cope, accept and move on. What do you do when you don’t know what to do?

This morning I found this post on Naren’s Facebook wall. Read on…

It is now 1000 days since MH370 last took to the skies.
I did not imagine that in today’s satellite surveilled world, a large plane with hundreds of people could just vanish.
I did not imagine that we will be searching six kilometres under the ocean for an aircraft that was flying ten kilometres up in the sky.
I did not imagine that we would know so little about its whereabouts after so many days.
I did not imagine that bits and pieces of the plane would reach waters and seashores thousands of miles away from where the last goodbye was heard.
I did not imagine that so few debris would be recovered after this long a wait.
I did not imagine that some day I would write “No debris today” and feel relieved.
I did not imagine that it would be the same status update for most days since that day in early 2014.
I did not imagine that a search will continue only where the plane is believed to have gone down, and not in parts where the parts and pieces of it show up.
I did not imagine that it was possible to be so cavalier in handling affected families.
I did not imagine that rich nations of G-something or the other will cavil about allocations for search and investigation.
I did not imagine that we would be arguing about my dollar or yours when it could be your life or mine the next time.
I did not imagine that we would make a trip to pick the pieces when we trusted our governments to do this on our behalf.
I did not imagine that we would have love and support from thousands for whom our loss has been theirs.
I did not imagine that a ‘Thank You’ to all would seem so inadequate, yet it is the best there is to give.

In sharing his deepest feelings, Naren holds out a lesson in fortitude and gratitude to all of us.

In May this year, I had the opportunity and privilege to be in conversation with Naren at the event series I curate for Madras Management Association (MMA) titled “The Uncommon Leader”. Naren told me then that he is neither an ‘uncommon leader’ nor has he any wisdom to share. But if you listen to this 80-minute conversation  I had with him, you will understand how invaluable reflection and acceptance are in situations when we are dealing with disruptive change and when we must demonstrate personal leadership.

As we rush through our lives, often trying to obsess over its material aspects, we miss the opportunity to invest our precious moments in all that which matters most to us. Occasionally, a Life-changing event shows up, either in our own lives, or through the lives of others, which reminds us that this is an ephemeral Life – anything, absolutely anything, can happen at any time to anyone!

Take away what you find relevant from my blogpost today, but please do pause to send Naren, Meghna, and all those beautiful families a long distance hug and all your love!
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